Why

I keep doing this to myself. 

I keep hurting myself in more ways then one. 

No one knows what I do and I refuse to open up to people about it even the ones close to me.

I guess I don't want them to worry about me. 

I don't like people worrying about MY problems when they have problems of their own.

I don't want to be a burden to them.

I really don't know what I want.

I want something
I just don't know what it is.

All I know is that I keep hurting myself for something I don't even know myself.

It doesn't quite make sense but I have so much in my mind.

Maybe a good nights sleep will help. 

Oh well good night =/

Peace.